. w a n d e r i n g p a m . w o n d e r i n g d o l l .: 2008年1月

1月30日

Its like when my dad found out my brother got accepted at CU.

He disapproved my brother's passion only because he disliked the faculty and the people who choose to go there.

How rational father!!

I know how my brother felt now.

its definitely heartbroken.

1月26日

its like running into a glass windows,

its like stabbing yourself with a knife.

its like kicking hard on the wall,

its like.....commiting suicide.

I hope I can get through this......I wish 'we' can get through this.

I hope my head is bigger. Then, I dont have to worry it might explode.

What have I done, other than trying to express myself?

What should have I dont better, not trying to express myself?

please tell me what I really am to you.

Dont you see me as one human being, who has their own wills and needs?

Am I holding you back? Are we holding us back?

Am I stupid and blind? or this thing simply happened from 2 weak and injured souls?

What am I doing? What do I do now?

back to where it all started........

lost

tired

fragile

...

1月24日

แฮปปี้เบิ๊ดเดย์........

มันก็คงเป็นแค่วันอีกวัน

12.50

วันเกิดห่วยๆ

ความรู้สึกห่วยๆ

T^T

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